One of the most beautiful feature of my life is being assisted by the immense wonders of the Superior Force which means the ALMIGHTY GOD !! It's indeed such a rewarding moment when you are surrounded by His Matchless Presence throughout the journey of Life. And, this itself brings in a lot of comfort especially in situations where you seem to be deserted and overthrown....
When it comes to talking about my life... some people were quite interested to pull me down just because I refused to be their slave. There were times when I had felt so frustrated and exhausted about everything surrounding my life. People wouldn't value me because I had financial crisis. Nobody would come forward with a helping hand instead they just pulled me down much more deeper than I had expected. Some of my own relatives were watching the fun of my life sinking down. They were least bothered about what was happening with my life and just went on with their own lives. They pretended to be listening to my pleas and feigned sympathy. All they knew were to harass me mentally. They just went about in spreading all false rumours about me and my mother. They were just waiting for us to go down into our graves.. Everything was so pathetic. I was quite confused and angry about all this. I had lost control of my life and was even tempted to end my life in my own suicidal ways but was mercifully saved by the undying grace of GOD. In short, there wasn't a single person to understand me.....
I am quite grateful to GOD for guiding my life and for being with me amidst the many ups and downs of my life. Unlike us humans, GOD is always so gentle and understanding. I felt so secure when I involved GOD in my life ! People come into our lives, they take undue advantages of our situations and just leave us alone in the last minute. But, that's not what happens when we associate with GOD. GOD NEVER EVER FAILS US... It was HE who had uplifted me in heart-rending situations and I was NEVER ALONE. Some well-known people thought I was a lost case but GOD REWROTE MY LIFE. He edited my life and rectified my mistakes. He showered His agape love upon me and cared for me as a loving Father especially when I had lost my earthly father in the most unfortunate year of my life in 2005......
I had come across a Sunday School Book titled as 'GOD AND ME' back in the days of my schooling. This particular title has remained so fixed in my mind that I have often pondered upon it. And, it has indeed brought me a lot of comfort especially during the tumultuous times of my life. I always had My GOD backing me up in situations where people thought I was after all a lost case. GOD never ever abandoned me like others. Therefore, I completely owe My Life to HIM.... I would also love to mention about My Mother's Awesome Support in my life. She too never left me alone nor regretted in having me as her daughter. People tormented her with their hurtful words and insults but she never gave up her hope on me. All she knew was that GOD will definitely bring her prodigal daughter back to her. She is definitely a role model for me!! I have indeed learned many valuable lessons from her and I am quite lucky to have her in my life.....!! At present, she's serving as the ever Best Grandma for her little granddaughter :)
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